I wrote in my book about a trip to San Antonio Sept 2022, while I was writing, an altercation with a husband getting angry that I talked to his wife. She was alone and in a mobility scooter, I stopped and asker her If she needed to go inside the building, to open a door for her. She was in the doorway, and being a gentleman I politely tried to help. The husband chased me down, yelling and provoking a fight. We were standing in front of religious cathedral near the Riverwalk in San Antonio.
I was leaving the cathedral after talking to a priest, about believing I was writing a book with God co-writing. Without hesitation he replied “yes, It’s happened before. This man wanted to fight a man in front of church, who was limping and using a cane.
This triggered anxiety and fear, years being a security officer I was use to people like him, and I just walked away. I was full of anxiety and anger, triggered by the man telling at me, so i took a long walk along the River walk. I had been writing a book, giving praise to God. Found myself yelling at God, ‘You really want mankind to read the “God Talk, I wrote?” Yelled at God, Good thing your calmer than me” I disagree with God, and prefer to delete every word. I do not feel mankind deservers to hear what I preached.
People will accurse me of using ‘God for Profit!’ The truth is God wants mankind to read what I wrote, and take it seriously, as Word of God! I thing some of mankind, do deserve to hear it. I have met many special people who do deserve to know what I wrote. I know there are a great many who do deserve to read ‘What God had to say’. God and I disagree, I would prefer to delete it over letting mankind hear the truth..
That man in front of the church wanting to fight, only reminded of how angry we all are. I am watching school/church/office shooting go thru the roof. We are only destroying ourselves. God wants us to find piece, less violence and war.
This book and website is my road to heaven paved with good intentions. I work for God, I wrote this book, fulfilling the task God wanted from me. Bring people closer to God!
